not the same.

31st August 07

Friday, August 31, 20079:41 PM

ying xin<3,me,sally<333 ((:

Jiawei,Hilda,yingxin,sally!! <33

Me,shaki,angeline,wanqi! =D

happy teacher's day! ^^

today was half day, and its great! no studying, just totally relaxation. the celebration was so looong, went over the time limit. lols. but luckily the performances were quite interesting. the singing was great! and the dances too!

went back to GOOD OLD PEPS!!! we rushed there in a frenzy in a taxi, and met the rest. QJ and most of the people were there alrdy. then we played soccer for a while, and went back to peps. so glad that i cn meet up with everyone. the feeling's just so great. especially SALLY <333>

and ying xin, i'll return u the $1 asap. xP

basketball hit my head. with xtra gravitational

some ppl changed, some grew taller, some didnt change, some changed styles. so there we were back at peps. everything suddenly looked so small, short to me. hahas! saw all our lil cute juniors...said HI to almost all the teachers, and had long chats with our fave teachers... saw miss wang, mrs yeo...everyone... the teachers seem to age a lot. stress? i guess so...xDD and we fooled around in the bball court playing bball, and bball, and more

then its the FUN! we left peps for KFC, and ate..all of us...and then went to play more stuff...bball, soccer..BLK CATCHING!! whoo~ that is real fun, and it brings back so many wonderful memories. real fun...

=D had a great day today! but its SO sad that i have to leave early cos of tuition, or else can stay until lyk 6.30, according to QJ. RAWR... i cnt bear to leave every1 lo!! i have no idea wen is the next tym i can see everyone again. ):

and that thought brings tears tears to my eyes. );

miss u whole lot! <333>

my report card is yuck, and double yuck.

so disappointed with myself. grrr...

be with me.

grr gotta go work on that homework hill. sigh! frm the major subs to the minor subs, we have hwk. *groans.

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27th August 07

Monday, August 27, 20077:28 PM

Kill me with a dagger someone.
i dont have the desire to pursue anythg anymore.

all seem hopeless,for me.

ty for ur support, ty fer being with me always.

feel SO down.lols.

peps-ians. i AM cumin back. u guys too! sally,thanks! <3

and so much for the obsession with pigs, MI peeps! xD

im hopeless, yeah. i just cant do it, i'll try though, cos u asked me to, wanna see u happy.

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24th August 2007

Friday, August 24, 20079:59 PM

ty fer the tags every1.

especially to Sally and Zhihan tyty fer cheering me up. (: sally i miss u SO MUCH im abt to go mad...ty fer ur advice ((: u're da BEST mann! and zhihan, thnx too, fer cheering me up! both of ur tags help!

bin2 LOL ur tags are...hilarious? haha thnx so much! and iris, relax, the past is the past le larhh...lyk wad bin said, people like me, even though i can be real hard sometimes, and can do harsh thgs, but deep dwn im very 'soft' wan....xP so relax lo...i was pissed, but after that i'll cool down lols.

grr gt back the MT papers 2dae, was so depressed. since when did my chinese become so yuck!? i was so angry with myself, and still is. i keep finding myself incapable compared to everyone else. yes. i dropped so much. i wanna kill myself larh! kept banging head on door. x) im really depressed. one bad news after another. nxt week is even worse. + gt math ct cum back. kill me somebody.

And I'm So Alone. i'm not really 'liked' in the class...i duno...suddenly have this feeling. i only have a few ppl with me. and if the few of u leave... i dunno... i'll die?

if you leave, i'll DIE. yes i will, to that special you. but i know u wont.
"even if the world leaves you, i wont leave you" thats your promise.

cant afford to lose you. hold me tight and never let me go.

mann i've been feeling so depressed. cheer me up mann...

and welcome the 4 guys into choir officially LALAS.

sigh nth much for now. PEPS-IANS miss you guys lotz!! ((: people pls come back to peps-! ^^

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22 August 2007

Wednesday, August 22, 20076:01 PM

argh i've been having rough days these days. i cant take it anymore like this, i needa break.

announcement: FORGET the class-tee. since every1 in the class doesent give a damn.

and chalet, sheesh i dont even know if that'll happen.
this class is GRR horrible-terrible-vegetable. i dont know what to say.

everyone is leaving me. And im so alone. yes, so alone. nobody in sch cares abt me anymore, except you. and im so afraid that i'll lose you too, but i know that u'll stay with me... i just pray that u will. u mean too much.

its killing me, i feel like dyin.

and im so alone.

): those tears.

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21st August 2007

Tuesday, August 21, 20077:07 PM

1/3-iians. Just for your info, we;re gonna have a CLASS-TEE. the design's all out and trust me, its really nice! pls prepare $$ soon! (:

and we plan to have a CLASS CHALET. itz gonna be a blast and real fun! so pls feedback on wad days y'all prefer. but we were thinking of putting in in the beginning of the hols. so it wont interfere with anythg larh.. trust me its gonna be fun...so, co-operate with the organisers! cos itz not any easy job ya knoe.

brrr...shivers, im afraid everyday of getting back my math CT. i'm 100% sure that i'll flunk, its just HOW BAD i'll flunk. sigh. great, im so angry with myself, and so disapointed. wen i recieve my bad results, i'll feel real bad all over again and disapointed, in both myself and to every1 who's closest to me... and i'll feel so useless. and realise that i've not achieved anything at all and tt im gd at nth...and i'll feel like crying all over again.

i wanna go wild and have fun, but thats all after the exams. i wish that the EOY will come SO SOON , so that we can get it over and done with and relac at last. then the chers purposely put SO LATE. >.<>

I wanna do well in choir. okay, i know a lot of ppl are better than me, but still, i wanna achieve, to shine in choir. but that is alrdy highly impossible. i cant sing that well, i realise. sigh i want to improve desperately on my voice! but its just not sweet, i dont seem to be a natural, am i? it really sucks,how much i want to succeed, but am just not good enough. and looked down on. okay nvm i knoe im not good x))))

whoo! we most prob will perform in a competition in Europe! how cool is that! it'll really be a great exposure! and a great experience! gotta save up $$ le! hahas. hope we can really go!

lols today p6-xies taking DSA came today...lols haha the netballers were lyk PECK CHEK ARH! hope the 'war' is well, and no1 'died' xDD

thats all for now.

im really glad that you're with me through everything, i wuddaf died without you.

"silly gal!" and gives my hair a ruffle. (:

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20th August 2007

Monday, August 20, 20077:56 PM

SIGH

im SWAMPED.

lols im tired larh! and my grades are dropping! grrr i have to jiayou, i have to. there;s a reason behind it. (:

i miss every1 at peps. especially YOU sally!! miss the LAUGHING tyms we have together. >.<>

sch was horrible today. had a really rough day. sigh. EL CT nt good, lose out to a lot of ppl, and that boyu! grrrr gt 17... i dont know how... sigh, a genius, will always be a genius. and i think im gonna flunk my math.

im swamped. pls save me somebody.
i need you the most at this time. pull me through.

thats all for now. 1/3-ians dun forget to bring TIE fer fototaking! and EL file for file checking!

we'll go through everything together. nothing will seperate us. nothing.

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18th August 2007

Sunday, August 19, 20072:50 PM

hmm `not posted for a number of days..

wassup nowadays? nth much i suppose.

thurs no aikido, then the afternoon becomes very boring...

I'm feeling better.
and just hoping for more time with you.

life, is unpredictable, and i have to treasure everything, you, for every second. every sec we're together. i can't afford to lose you.

its fate that brought us together, and i thank fate for the blessing that you stepped into my life and make it perfect. ((:

sigh, just feeling EMO again.

AH i MISS PEPS peeps SO MUCH! <33>

end of post. lols. xP

my love for you will never change forever. trust me. pls.
i cant lose you, you mean everything to me. you are my protection, my shelter, my comfort, my love.

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15th August 2oo7

Wednesday, August 15, 20077:42 PM

yesterday was a lil interesting.

zhisheng,bryan,fishball,feifan,boyu got into choir.

cool right?

now choir will be more fun. Jokers are around.

had new conductor, learned a new song. very hard. hmm hope we can really go for the competition overseas. that will be so cool, and a great experience. i didnt like the new conductor though. very impatient fellow. prefer mr low by a thousand times.

today after school went to bin's hse to do chinese project. it was HORRENDOUS. we hardly accomplished anything, which was expected.

you were looking so sad, and i felt so sad and hurt inside too. i want to share your burdens with you. ): sniff.

Until you told me the reason you were sad.

i was sad, with tears brimming in my eyes and threatening to pour any moment. i wanted to collaspe at that moment.

But i called you, and we spilled everything out.

I told you once again, that I love you.

I will never leave you, i swear and promise.

I will stay with you forever; and you'd stay with me. ((:

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13th august ohseven

Monday, August 13, 20076:15 PM

the few days of holiday are over, just like that. i want holiday.

feel like i need a break from work. a mere thought that there's still a long horrendous week makes me feel sick alrdy. not to mention that im having a real bad sore throat.

And i'm just feeling low today. i cant perk up no matter what i was doing. sigh. and felt that i was real useless and not needed. in the class or anywhere.

was damn pissed with bryan. everything was in a blur, even the common test. i was feeling rather unstable in my emotions then. so i doubt i will do well anyway. );

sigh 2dae wasn't a good day.

i wish i can help u somehow..u've done so much for me.

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11th August 07

Saturday, August 11, 20075:50 PM

hahas did everyone watch the NDP @ Marina Bay? i mean on tv of cos... so nice, woah it was really WAY OUT this year! itz literally on land, water, and sky! ^^ i wuddaf LOVE to watch it live..bet its amazing.

and a happy belated bdae so singapore! u're 42 alrdy.. lyk qj said, yeah sry no present for you! xD

today was a FAB-TASTIC day. i had the time of my life. never felt so carefree and relaxed in a long time! hahas wont go into much detail though. xDD shhh....lol trying to be lame here, nth better to do. -.-

haha ferget to post abt our MI gathering on the day of my choir performance. i was with iris and we both went to the Macs opp my house. and we met the MI peeps there. ate lunch and went to the pavillion to play. i went home to change 1st and iris was with me. i was still in my choir uniform, and qj said it was lyk some xD so after that we went to play bball and all tt. had a lot of fun! ^^

sigh i cant believe that this long holiday is almost over. ARGH i dun wanna go back to the same old busy schedule again! brrr....

once again to emphasize, today was a GREAT day! (((: =P

sigh, you are the only one who's pulling me through all this, giving me strength. (:

you are, a precious gift, sent to me by the angels.

i shall love you and treasure you for eternity; until angels close my eyes.

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8th August 2007

Wednesday, August 08, 20075:48 PM

tomoro's the nation's bdae. HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY Singapore!! wootz~lets CE-LEBRATE. xDD okays being lame.

2dae early morning wake up, then go pick sum ppl up, and chiong to the JE cultural centre! when the choir assembled 2gether in the assembly area, the uniform grp ppl were alrdy there! PRO larh, they were practisin the march past. i lyk it lo, very nice, with the band ppl playing the drums.
then wen the real thgy starts, then the choir have to split and go to 2 sides of the balcony, and sing! my feet, are SORE ><>

it was a nice day. the performances and everythg were kool. as i feast my eyes on everythg fer the 1st tym. ((:

mr low going le...very sad, really very sad. )): he;s, a good conductor, and we;re gonna miss him, a lot.

i love you--yeah, love you, until angels close my eyes.

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5th august 2007

Sunday, August 05, 20071:47 PM

hmm...4 more days to our nation;s 42nd b'dae. xDDD lets get into THE spirit! ^^

lols.being bored here.

just changed skin, im sure every1's bored with the old skin liaos. thnx to hannah(senior), then here is the skin. hahas.

nth much these few days. on thurs and fri, we had to run around the whole parade square shouting "we will keep our classroom clean" lols a lot of classes gt the punishment oso. just 'cos the councilor came into the classroom to spotcheck at the rong tym. ><

on fri, had full dress rehersal. gt to wear the choir costume for the 1st time. and high heels. the first experience in the attire was wierd. but actually itz quite ok. luckily oni the drama ppl saw us xD
was damn tired by the tym practice ended.

still have to go fer tution. sigh. 2h, my eyelids were struggling to be stay peeled while i was studying. ><

sigh, take care, get well soon pls. im worried fer u. ><

"i'll hold you so tight that even if you wanna leave...you cant"
thats ur promise.
i'm glad. (((:

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3rd august oh seven (:

Thursday, August 02, 20078:23 PM

not posted fer a long time.

went for last lesson of aikido! ><>

then these few days, quite ok larh, nth much happened. i tink. cnt rmb. lols... short post. x) lazy to type. haha. =P

love you. =P

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