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26th Jan 07
Saturday, January 26, 20081:31 PM
Hmm. choir has been tedious these days, and i hope all these will be worth the ending result. (:

Okay,lets backtrack.

We stayed back after school on two days to complete the banner thgy. Apparently, only 9 of us stayed back to help. And it's supposed to be a class effort. haha, it always ends up like this, always the same people doing the work. Is that kindaf unfair? Oh well, anyway,we had fun and its a good experience.

Last year,we worked with the sec 2s. But this year,we're not working with the sec 1s. Sobz much. After school, we rushed to popular at JE and bought the materials quickly. By the time we're done. it's alrdy like, 3 plus. We couldnt find the correct paint. Ahmad then kindly sponsered the taxi fare back to sch. xD We started work immediately.

We shockingly discovered that we bought the wrong thing. Stupid popular auntie,so much for ur assistance. We didnt have paint to work with,so we had to make do with the fabric crayons. heckkk. thk goodness we bought two bottles of paint,though. We drew,coloured, and time flew by so quickly. Hmm, in the end we made a small mess. cos the paint went through the banner and onto the floor. we used the paint for hand AND footprints! ^^ cool,aye? :D

A Councillor's job is not easy at all. But i will hang in there,no matter what it takes, and get through all the rounds of 'auditions' and 'testings'.

Next day, we touched-up the banner with leaves,and stuff. Went to sheng shiong to buy cartons of coke for the fire-cracker project. argh. then it RAINNNED. and we walked in the rain there. and back home. some of us were with the cartons.

We've done all the work,and even the drinking of the coke has problems. Man, everyone says our class has problems. 2/3, can we like, BUCK UP seriously or smth? can some people be more considerate towards us huh.

That;s abt it. lol.

we'll be together,come whatever.
wanna be listening to your heart.

I'm touched. even though I didnt give enough,and I'm taking too much, you're always there for me.
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23rd Jan 07
Wednesday, January 23, 20088:36 AM
Currently in the computer lab, wondering and surfing around aimlessly. lol.

Boreded.

yesterday we saw the sec ones for the first time.
haha tis quite cool. they look so small and vulnerable. xD

got recommendated for the council board. I hope i can make it,though.
Believe in myself.

and nugget,i wish,i hope,i pray. ><

MUST.
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18 Jan 08
Friday, January 18, 20086:14 PM
Lotsa things happened, and i havent been bloggin!' so here I am now. Brief happenings of happenings. =)

[u] sending feifan off [/u]

It was teary and red-eyed.
Well, we forsakenly didnt go for CCA, and ended up getting ourselves into real trouble.
Have to face the consequences on Monday.
But,who freakin gives a damn.
What's punishment for a friend?

We rushed to the airport in two taxis.
Reached there and a while later,feifan came to find us.
We took the sky train to terminal three.
explored?
then took it back to T2.
chatted, and took photos.
and we bonded our last bond,till feifan was timed to go.
we followed him to where his parents were,to check in.

His church friends were all there. as in,his parents' church friends.
feifan's parents were like,crying, touched by the sincerity that surrounds that scene.
everyone then gathered to say prayers.
Then it was really really time to go.
ff's parents then came to us and thanked us from their bottom of their hearts,for coming to see ff off. I could sense the thanks in their voices and the sadness was begginning to sink in.
We`ll miss you,feifan.
Things,are really gonna be different when you`re gone.
feifan's dad even pushed us 50 bucks for taxi fare.
and we refused, but to no avail.

He walks into the departure hall. through those gates.
and waves back at us.
his eyes red.
none of us actually showed it,
but we know,that deep down,
all the feelings of miss,sadness sunk us into an abyss that we cant search about.
And he flew away..

[u] NYAA BRONZE CAMP :D [/u]

It rocked our socks.
I dont even wanna come back home.
Just wished childishly that I could stay there forever.

FIRST DAY:
we gathered in school,excited.
went up to the hall.
Mr Lim made us unpack,pack,unpack, pack ALL the contents of our luggage.
crazy right!
Luckily alot of us put our clothes in zip-lock bags.
or we would have died.

after silly exercises, we had recess.
went to buy 1.5L water bottle. -_-
and string to tie to the bottle.

Finally,we were on our way to the Labrador Adventure Camp.
everyone was like WHOOO.

We met our instructors for the first time.
They seem pretty nice.
Okay,they are.
and 2/3 is spilt into two teams, Grp 5 & 6
My team`s grp 5.
and our name is THE GAY ABALONE!!

then guess wads the cheer?

If I were an abalone's son,
and if i were to marry.
i would marry and abalone's daughter,
more than anybody.
why?
cos she is GAY,and I am gay,
and we can gay together,
gaying together in the middle of the night,
gaying one another.
:D

YAY. three cheers to us. we rock your balls :D

The first day was mainly bonding activities.
=) blindfolding and all..

Its fun.

Lights off at 11! but we didnt sleep that early.
the GUYS. are PILLOW FIGHTING.
right above our room. (guy's dorm upstairs of the girls)
and we could hear the stomping on the ceiling.
sheesh.
and what,competition to see who can dont fall asleep the longest.
everyone was half dead by then LOL.

SECOND DAY:
the ABSOLUTE fun day!
:D

Morning,got up at 6.
freshened up and had morning exercise, cheers.
then breakfast.
meals were pretty cool too.
diff classes get to take turns to serve/clean-up.
its like,everyone`s a big family.
Exercise was HILARIOUS.
Our camp chief, Justin,is THE joker man.
haha. he never fails to let everyone be high and laugh. have fun.

We had our LOW ELEMENTS.
Different teamwork activities.
My camp instructor is Diyanah.
a really nice person.
Mahawk walk,the wall...all the climbing here and there.
and we had the labrador HIKE. A tiring but fun adventure. an amazing race.
and surprisingly, we came in SECOND PLACE. some teams didnt finish all the stations. the park was SO huge. and luckily we have good team members. =D
We went through tunnels, hiked up & down, searched for clues..:)
come'on man, we rock you.
and yay i`m leader of the day LOL.
I`m glad everyone could kindaf co-operate properly.
and it happens that they are choosing councillors..
but...eh whatever.
just hope and pray :X

I LOVE MY TEAM. :D
Almas,Amanda,Chunni,Nicole,Hannah,Bin2,Wanlu,Shanyi,
Boyu,JFan,JGan,Gabriel,Nicholas,Andrew,
Bryan,Jianghao.

YAY.

And at night,it acutally rained.
campfire!?
the sound system was brought up to the hall by the instructors,who got wet!><
we had our campfire performance.
which was..acceptable larh.
LOL.

Anyway,its funfunfun.
and in t end, we actually got a song and guitar by Justin
and CAMPFIRE!
they lighted it up for us! :) so nice of them.
the fire was colourful!
Beautiful.
and so,its a long day.
but an unforgettable one.
kaixin,amanda and I then went to chat till 2 plus. enjoy the camp atmosphere all we can.

THIRD DAY:
PAcking up day, giving out of certs and all.
Everyone was so sad.
things have been so routine already.
I dont even want to leave at all.
Its like,sad sad sad.
when we were leaving.
SIGHHHH.
I Love Camps :D
I,camper.

************
spending time with you is great.
so much that I cant even let you out of sight for a min now.
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10 Jan 08
Thursday, January 10, 20083:35 PM
School`s okay. But i still dont like it.

Out big guy`s leaving day is nearing us at every step.
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argh. My back hurts.

Choir performance nearing us everyday. 6 weeks more.
LOL haha band`s performance too..

We have to buck up. I wonder what will happen when the sec 4s are gone. Suzhou`s performance have to be good.
Mabel,Tiffany,Hannah..everyone. SADDED.
I dont know how much the choir will fall& strive without them.

We HAVE to buck up. It all lies on us now.

SIGH.My girl hamster DIED. I was like damn Sad.
The male hamster bit her to death ><
What a guy.
RIP,rukia.

Days just drag on everyday..

NYAA Camp is coming!!
:D
I`m pretty excited and look forward to it. (:
I hope it`ll be great!
and heaven,please dont rain on that day.
I Love you.

I have to be a councillor. But I have to work hard! =)

i want contacts. RAWR. ^^
XD as if i`ll get any.

yays gonna learn hip-hop with nuggety! anyone wanna join me?

We,nuggets,rock the world. :D

******
I dont wanna waste another day.
Every moment counts.
Everything I want comes right down to you.
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6 Jan 2008
Sunday, January 06, 20086:04 PM
Yesterday was CCA day and i ended up spending more than half a day at school XD

But,its quite fun!
(:
the atmosphere of the cca day is like..wow.
haha serious!
With everyone bustling here and there, and batches of sec 1 students with their parents moving to one room to another,and the horn going off every 5 mins--a signal to change classrooms, and people cheering for their own CCA groups.

`tis cool! (:

Choir started at 7.30. Band started at 7pm and poor jgan was LATE. the DM was keep everything in order by shouting, and every other cca was getting ready.
Went to change, and warm-up.
Practiced a while and off we went to the performance.

It went...OK.
Acceptable,but obviously we could have done better.

ahaha junwei,zhisheng and bryan look so hilarious in their suits. and poor zs couldnt even fit into the smallest size available. LOL it`s known that he can stuff two fists into his trouset pocket. With no belt,miss tian had to PIN his pants together. XD

After that,we still had practice, till 12 plus. before that,we meddled with the painted drama people,touched them,got paint on our hands,and started chasing each other and smearing the paint on our faces. urgh. xD

Then everyone was dismissed. NUGGET and I went to help the seniors with the booth!

That,was fun.
and i can see you through the booth`s window LOL. :D
okay,we cheered and caroled everywhere.
then the chinese dance teacher ticked us off. tsktsk but we didnt care.
"we got the vice-principle`s support!" (:
The chinese dance teacher didnt like us 'performin' and taking away the attention.

Get the chinese dance ppl to dance too larh! xDDD

haha. Then we went out of the classroom and sang. everyone was diverting their attention to us. we moved to the first level..the second..and so on, walking in rounds,singing. even other cca groups like netball and basketball cheered us on. :D Nugget and I learned two new songs!
tis all very fun! But miss bibiana wong was utterly bored to doodling,in charge of the station xD

Then after the event is over and the crowd dispersed, we went balling for a lil while. then you finally knocked off and joined us, and after a tiring day,all of us went home.

Peacexoxo
(:

argh. i hate going to school. for lessons. they simply suck my life.
today`s a sunday, and its MONDAY.

horrifying. I hate school.

& I miss you baby! GAHH.
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3 Jan 08
Thursday, January 03, 20085:54 PM
Unless I hold my sword,

I cannot Protect you

ah, we all keep our eyes open

To see the dream of soaring the sky.



Just by yourself.

You could not protect just by yourself.

I continue to battle for the sake of my pride.

No time to cry.

I vowed not to cry after the rain.

But the warm rain wets my cheeks.

In slow motion I am refreshed by the heat I will strongly lead.



I still don't understand, now I have no choice but to run.

No time to cry.

I can only become strong.



My hope is standing to defend you always and always

Using my back as your shield


It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another.



And every time I see your face,The oceans heave up to my heart.

You make me wanna strain at the oars,

And soon I can see the shore.


*******************************

today is day two.

of school.

sucks.



I`m still dreading!



RAWR.

sadded.



oh yeah,and ff came to class today!

haha.

and we went bballing.



so there. that`s all.

I shant blog so much.



ARGH.

I`ve gotta keep going!
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2 Jan 0EIGHT.
Wednesday, January 02, 20085:34 PM
Well, this is it, the first day of school.
It came and go.

ahaha, and its Day One without feifan.
& our teacher was just talking about how size dosent matter in 2/3.
xD

yeah. two-three.
It has a wierd sound to it aye?

I prefer One-Three.
It`ll always be the best.

harphm. So today morning,everyone was all excited and all, to see each other again, and to know who the juniors are. ^^
LOL we acted like we havent seen each other for decades. HAHA.

Proceeded to the hall to hear a horrendousely LONG and BORING speech by our dear principal.
Like,
we`ve heard the info last year?
lol melissa was like,critisising all the way through x)

Went back to class. crapped and had crappy lessons.

Real crappy.

Already, things have not gone off a good start and happy note as expected.
and I`m hoping and praying that things don`t go wrong. That 08 will be a good year.

I hope,pray,wish.
I have to make things right no matter what happens.
And i know you`ll be right with me,through it all.

I try to stay strong.

nicole,pardner! Stay strong kay!

Whee~ nuggety`s back. :)
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