not the same.

29th Feb 08

Friday, February 29, 20088:30 PM

I wish I could capture every single shot of life!

Today is a leap year day! and so I realise! haha!

C'est la vie was yesterday!
It was SO cool! I wish I can revive every memory of it!

We arrived in the music room at 11am. Warmed up. Everyone was pretty much in a good mood.
Excited,jubilated. Exhilirated.
We sang, lying down,after that, training our diaphragms and volume.
Tiring and painful, I felt that my diaphragm was going to crack.
Then we formed up and checked costumes.

And we went there!
On the bus,everyone didnt make alot of noise,mainly cos we needa conserve our energy.
There, we explored the backstage,placed our stuff. VCH is SUCH an amzaing place! Backstage had toilets,changing rooms,staircases, and goes one big round around the stage. its SO cool.
We rehearsed alot, from 2 to 5 with the conductors.
Aye,it feels great on stage.
Then soon,the Cathoilc high Edward Bacherous choir came.
They started their rehersal.

They are WONDERFUL, like, 10 thumbs up!?
They are SO good,they are GUYS, and their sops are like, on par,or better than us!
Cool. :D
They are the only choir in Spore who clinched the Gold award in the Czech Repubilc competition.
Would we have won one too,if we went?
They;re going to stage their own musical with their own compositions, and going to Italy this year. All the best!

At 5 plus, we ate our dinner. and got changed. Had a horrible time putting on make up :/

had warmups with Catholic High. then we sang a song TOGETHER.
Ehmagosh that is SO COOL can!
imagine,the power of two strong choirs!
:D
I LOVED the music made.
Beautiful. Everyone's still raving about it.

We settled down. Prepared. To go on stage and shine. We were very nervous. And were holding each other in our sections,wanting to calm down.
With Mr Low Xunhao in mind.

Went up there, and just sang our hearts out.
Its lovely. the music, and we didnt rush!
Felt the spotlight on our faces.
Did our very best.
Just like that,the first half is gone.
Edward Bacherous choir then went up.
We changed.

Our nerves,were like, relaxed,totally!
And we simply danced our way throughout.
;D
It was such a success.
Everyone was overwhelmed with emotions backstage.
Some sec 4s cried, with joy of success, of their last concert.
We hugged each other and screamed.
The atmosphere was so high.

Just like that,the night that we've worked for,paid off, and is over like that.
Its such a pity!

through every song,I thought of you, and with that,I sang my heart's soul out. For you.

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27th Feb 08

Wednesday, February 27, 20089:04 PM

C'est La Vie. Burst Of Life.

C'est la vie is TOMORROW.

Am I ready? , you ask.

Quite.Everyone MUST be.
Aye.
Tomorrow is D-Day. The day that we do IT after practising for so long, having so many gruelling sessions.
Its the time when we shine,when we make everything worth while.
Support us, commonwealthians! , just like you all did for the band.

I'm excited,tired,lifted,blurred.
HAHA.

I musnt be tired tomorrow. All my energy must be conserved. and i simply CANNOT afford to not have my voice warmed up and myself feeling sober.

I need encouragement from you. I need your smile. I need your big teddy-bear hug to keep me going!

And so it goes. It'll be sec 4s last performance. Emotional. I dont want them to go,I really dont.
I'm sure to CRYY.

Choir,jiayou and go for it! :D
I'll seeya guys tomro!

NUGGET. YOU CAN DE! CONFIRM! :D
believe in yourself. You obviously can. You have a beautiful voice. =)

that's all,folks. for now.

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23rd Feb 08

Saturday, February 23, 20087:18 PM

"I need you,just like my heart needs every beat to live."

be here. Blow wind blow, blow all the troubles away. let everything be as per normal again.
<3

C'est la vie is coming in around 5 days.
Excited; worried.
I'm having a sore throat.
Nevermind..

Honey water! xD

Had streaming talk today. I just realised that it really is hard to get into the class of choice.
Heck.
Ushered all the parents in today. So interesting to know who's parents are who's parents. LOL.
Some were clad nicely,others just obviously anxious,here to specifically care about their child's streaming. tis interesting.
Gave out forms, said many pleases and thankyous.
After the task, then we were able to go into the hall. and sit on the FLOOR.
><
But its alright.
Before the parents came,we had to put drinks on everyone's chair, pick up shuttle FEATHERS of the badminton team's shuttles. HAHA.

And,I'm glad things have finally blown over between us.
And all is alright again.

Nanjing trip is coming in 2 weeks.
a-ha~.

-Things have been so down lately.
Let everything go up once more!
:)

-thy loves thee. And only thee,forever.

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20th Feb 08

Wednesday, February 20, 20085:32 PM

What I've lost,I hope I can get it back.

These days have been, moderate. As I just float by here and there.

I need you here.
So badly.

what I've lost, I wanna get it back----your trust in me.

Days have been tiring.
Choir every morning. Now we're even practisin dance steps in the hall. yeah.
Lessons everyday drone by as I feel redundant.

I'll fly back hard.

Cest' la vie is coming soon. And, I'm disappointed that so many people opted for band.
we've worked so hard.
Nevermind,its okay.
Work hard,everyone.

Do this,for no other person but Mr Low Xun Hao.

been up and down recently. I've got to catch my nerves.

Stay strong vivian.
You can tide this over.

Please,trust me.
Know my heart.

Tmro's gonna suck,big time.
I'm going to take PE with my broken ankle. ha-ha.

I was screaming my lungs out in my sore throat in the TOILET. LMAO.

I'm sick,and tired. And I need you to catch me before I fall.

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17th Feb 08

Sunday, February 17, 20083:49 PM

Thirst. And hunger. For alot.

I apologise folks,for that vulgar post.

And aye, everyone is feeling so lousy these days.

So down,and knocked out.

Stay strong people.

All is going to be alright,so pull yourselves together.

LOL made a new friend yesterday aye? haha.

And I AM STILL MAD about that incident.

because of you,terence, he dosent trust me as much as before anymore, maybe perhaps, not at all.

and nicole,cheerup kay! you never know when good news will come.

May all be well.

I hope,wish and pray, for everyone who is down like me.

gotta stay strong,vivian. hang in there.

Sectionals tmro! at 7.15. Hope we're doing choreo, then it'll be damn fun!
whee~

The day edged close. C'est la vie.

Yesterday, two people came to my house to do PROJ.

And harhar, I feel SO extra.

Before that,went to korkor's house to EAT steamboat and bainian with zair,zh,ly.

Pretty cool,everyone;s like one family :D

Then we played monkey for a while. and I used my right ankle still, it hurts,but who cares.

tis pretty cool,aye.

That's all,folks.

just trust me,please.

Restrictions are cruel,merciless, cos they take away our chances and time from doing things that we wanna do.

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15th Feb 08

Friday, February 15, 20087:21 PM

Today is a super-bad day as well.

Fuck.
Terence SGH is a fucking bastard who ruined me. who MADE ME COLLASPE. MADE ME feel like im kicked on the ground. I hope you go to hell.

I hope you see this,you fucking asshole.
I HATE YOU.

This is NOT the fucking first time that you fucking ruined my life.
GET OUTTA MY FACE.
I never wanna see you again.
Which is,of course,impossible.
Cos you're in my damned class. Spreading things that are fucking un-true. Lies.

curse you.

I;m sorry for this vulgar post,people. but i just HAD to get it off my chest.

"we together fall.. together get up"
"take a break,lock yourself up and isolate yourself,just for one night, cry it all out. dont let anything affect you. just for one night,cuddle up and cry. but stay strong."

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14th Feb 08 ; V-Day

Thursday, February 14, 20084:59 PM

I just hate the feeling of disapointment.

Today's V-Day.
and it..sucks?
x)

Stupid V-day, maybe Mr Valentine shouldnt have invented this day at all.

I'm feeling SUPER LOW today and was on the verge of tears by the end of the day.
And I started walking away from the other girls,to hide my face, to keep my face straight.

And so today,in the morning,we had a look at all the roses and chocolates we wrapped up nicely yesterday. Ah,a sense of accomplishment. And sectionals today was slightly better than yesterday for me,cos I found my voice today.

Throughout the day,we've been getting chocolates and candy and sweets.
Tooth decay is likely to occur on V-Day.
The girls are so nice anyway,to give out treats like that. That certainly helped us through the day. Today was like,supposed to be relaxed? Cos its V-Day. And instead,teachers gave us very very tough and stressful lessons,worse than usual. We had so much to absorbed.

I was very,very tired. And sick and sad to find that this day,totally was not what I had imagined. I didnt imagine it to be that bad.
Heck.

I gave out muffins today! YAY. x)
It took so much $$, time,and effort to prepare.
Sigh, I hope everyone appreciates it.
But it doesnt seem so,though.
I'll never do such a thing again. It aint worth it. trust me.
haha I only saw almas licking her fingers on my muffins. YAY (:

Hmm,there wasnt really any celebration.
oh man, I didnt recieve any roses! SAD.
Am I that unworthy to be given a rose?
I wanna cry at the thought of that.
I DO get jealous as I watched others holding so many roses on their hands.

Oh man.
And after school, there aint nothing.
People went out to have fun with their other halfs.
Not me; just went to eat with chunni,becca,nicole and qiuying. We were crapping as we ate.
Oh well.

Then, i did a VERY GOOD DEED for dearest nicole.
That is only one thing that I'm glad about. (:
I rock.
and yay nicole gave me a rose to cheer me up! (:

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

yeah,I do get jealous. and I do envy.
But,I can't be asking too much from you aye.
I dont know why, but today just kindaf means so much to me.
Oh heck.

And I'll have to solo EM today again. Thanks to darned bin and gab. I wouldnt wanna spoil their perfect day,do I.

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13th Feb 08

Wednesday, February 13, 20087:56 PM

I feel so bad. But,thank you,so much,my dear.

During assembly today, I staged-frighted, BIG TIME.
Stupid total defence banner. I had no idea WHY I was so afraid suddenly. I wasnt nervous at all in the first place! Even terence said "Vivian,you at PEPS can just go up the stage and talk straight de,why you so scared today?" OH MAN. WHAT is wrong with me.

And I bet the class's very unhappy about my presentation. ):
I almost CRIED backstage man! with binbin and gabriel to calm me down. I was shaking and shivering,and was still shivering and on the verge of tears when I went off stage.
Oh man EAT me.
I DO have that stage presence. I dont know what;s wrong with me. I just wanted to keel over suddenly.

And after school, the councillors and councillors-in-running gathered.
We had to prepare for tomorrow, V-DAY! woot!
Hmm. we had to cut thorns out,package,tie ribbions,make nicely, 600 roses.
Cool,aye? And then I realised the roses are SO prettaye!
:D
haha,it sure was tough,but quite fun xD At first we were slow,but we became faster and faster and everyone was warming up and having...fun! even though we were moaning XD We only ended at like,6? LOL. almost everyday we have to like,stay back?
Yay! =)
V-DAY. I hope surprises will happen.
haha :/

And early in the morning we have sectionals! roar!
6.45 start.
SIGH. ><
All the way till performance date.
Tis tiring,but,sigh.
I hope it's worth it.
LOL ahmad heard the SOPS while he's in the toilet and thought that there were ghosts.
XD

That's all for today.

I LOVE PRETTAYE ROSES! :DDD

have to keep hanging in there,no matter how tough it is. No matter what happens,I'm right here.

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11 Feb 08

Monday, February 11, 20087:16 PM

Hang in there. No matter what.

Drama lesson officially is THE cure for sadness. Once you're in there, GARANTEEED laughter. :D

We started working on our scripts. and ahaha nicole's juliet and jianghao's romeo. And so we started planning our frozen scenes. Quite fun,and everyone was co-operative. that's good. =)

HAHA then we had to practice acting. and nicole & BY was picked. That was SO funny. and it happens that the teacher gave a scene of a GF and BF. LOL. that was SO cool.

Then we had to do 150 pushups :DD They were,yeah, PUSH-UPS.

Then today;s the first day that we officially carry out the councillor duties,aye.

things seem to be a lil' diff. and i cant believe they went to watch KFD without us. ROAR.

Pretty cool.

V-DAY is coming,everyone! :)

Spread your LOVE!

jet'aime.

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COOL?; 9th Feb 08

Saturday, February 09, 20087:59 PM

To be next to you more often(:

Today is a special chinese new year day for me.

'Cos I think it's the first time I'm celebrating it this way.

I shall post the good stuff :)

Early the morning at 9.30, I went to zair's house to bainian.

AND after that, we met zhihan,and went to aloysius's house together.

Oh man,this is SO freaking funny. We met zhihan,and walked to 160. Aye. Took the lift up to Aloy's house.

Pressed the doorbell.

Father opened it.

Said " Aloysius is STILL SLEEPING! come back 10mins later! thank you!"

He's kindaf fierce x)

SO meanwhile,we went up to the 13th floor to find Maung Thet.

LOL we stood outside his house for dunno how long,

cos we dont KNOW if that's really his house.

Zhihan tried walking pass the window several times.

His parents were still doing their own stuff despite noticing our presence.

HAHA then in the end zhihan called the house and at last he came out.

TSKTSK.

we went back down. the lift, and waited at the lobby for aloy to come down.

we were like " fu lu shou" sitting there,looking nervously at the lift.

finally aloy came down,w/o his parents(phew) and we passed our gifts t him. he said the whole family was VERY surprised! c'mon. we rock! :)

and sat we're getting invited to something. MWHA! ;D

Sat,zh and zair,remember!

Next stop,xiaomei's house. went there for a very short while.gave our greetings. and her granny's really nice to us! Then mum did nagging..XDDDD

and off I go to meet qiuying and the rest,

I was freaking late.

And only YOU,my dear, waited for me. T.T

I'm touched.

Went to qiuying's house to bainian.

Then,hmm. the rest were playing polka cards.

REAL MONEY.

the great winners are hannah,nicole and chunni.

won so much money!

Had lunch.

Then we watched a real hilarious movie.

After that,we went down to play ball.

Despite my ankle.

haha I dont think I can take PE next week 'cos it HURTS.

><>

Qy's mum is so nice to be willing to host this party. thank you!

Glad that I can spend time with you.

And after I went back, I joined Zair and the peeps for soccer!

lol went mad. Pretty cool. so touched that they waited for ME.

You guys rock.

You rock the most :D

that's all. fer today!

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A fresh feeling? ;8th Feb 08

Friday, February 08, 20088:47 PM

http://www.nackvision.com/goodies/animated/

So,its the chinese new year!
I havent been collecting alot of Money,Money,Money.
Ha-ha.
These 4 days of holiday sure fly by fast enough.
I dont wanna go back to sch! I wanna slack!

How is everybody? All good?

Keep the smiles going always!
Keep that 'fresh feeling' of life up.
they always help you feel happier.

Oh gosh,do I miss you,so badly.

For teacher's sake, its the hols and we;re having homework.
I havent started on them,bless my soul. LOL.
oh well;

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AGAIN. (:

Wednesday, February 06, 20088:49 AM

NICOLE ANG! I DUN CARE U OWE ME ONE!

I want to be a full fledged councillor.
I must be.
I want...
so many things. AHAHA.

Wearing a tie with your shirt buttoned up is HOT.
haha.

Once and again,happy CNY ppl!

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6 Feb 08

8:30 AM

CNY is specifically,tommorrow.
This year's CNY is definitely a much quieter one.
No celebrations everywhere,whatsoever.
Oh well.
I just hope for the atmosphere to build up once again.

Everyone,have a great chinese new year!

To think I had a few days of break.
Indeed not.
We actually have HOMEWORK.
Like,wth.

Am I cracking under the strain? Not yet,I think. To think the blow of getting low marks could not baffle me anymore.

Sigh. Oh the joys of being a student.

Things do continue being stale :/

2 weeks to performance! yesterday we continued to practice our cheoreography. It was pretty...fun?
lol.
Can't wait.

THANKS BINBIN FOR THE ANGPAO. even though I still feel that it IS a lil' too far out to give angpaos. with REAL MONEY to us. haha. I'm in need of monetary funds anyway.

YAY NUGGET we're going dancing! :DDDD LOL

NICOLE,we ARE CRAZEH! :DD

And,sheesh,i CANT believe SUCH a misunderstanding could occur.
Girl,I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING.

I hope things will just go up, instead of plunging down,like now?
Aye.
May all go well. bless out souls.

My computer keeps hanging. And thanks to Mdm Sri who allowed us to free-surf,otherwise I wouldnt have been able to post this ridiculously boring post.

Tag,people,tag. (:

nothing in this world beats the joy of having fun,with you.

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2 Feb 08

Saturday, February 02, 20082:42 PM

I know, I've not blogged for a longggg time.
and urhm, the tag board's a lil' dead too. x)

Just had the fire cracker competition. Heck. this period of time,everywhere in the school, people are hanging on to drinks of coca-cola. x)
I dont know how 3-3 does it. 650 CANS. madness.
sigh,in the end, we combined with 2-4. 'cos we have such a pathetic number of cans.

Oh,i would like to see the whole school's firecrackers joined together. That's gonna be so cool.

We're starting to buy costumes for choir. Tis really cool! I cant wait for the 28th Feb! :DDDD

Life nowdays is stale?
I dont know.
I want to make this year a super great one. :)

Watching the sky, I see it full of starlight,when I assume that you're next to me.
If you are, it's gonna be even brighter.

The world burts with happiness whenever you're with me,happy.

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