I feel so bad. But,thank you,so much,my dear.
During assembly today, I staged-frighted, BIG TIME.Stupid total defence banner. I had no idea WHY I was so afraid suddenly. I wasnt nervous at all in the first place! Even terence said "Vivian,you at PEPS can just go up the stage and talk straight de,why you so scared today?" OH MAN. WHAT is wrong with me. And I bet the class's very unhappy about my presentation. ):I almost CRIED backstage man! with binbin and gabriel to calm me down. I was shaking and shivering,and was still shivering and on the verge of tears when I went off stage. Oh man EAT me.I DO have that stage presence. I dont know what;s wrong with me. I just wanted to keel over suddenly.And after school, the councillors and councillors-in-running gathered.
We had to prepare for tomorrow, V-DAY! woot!Hmm. we had to cut thorns out,package,tie ribbions,make nicely, 600 roses.Cool,aye? And then I realised the roses are SO prettaye! :Dhaha,it sure was tough,but quite fun xD At first we were slow,but we became faster and faster and everyone was warming up and having...fun! even though we were moaning XD We only ended at like,6? LOL. almost everyday we have to like,stay back? Yay! =)V-DAY. I hope surprises will happen.haha :/And early in the morning we have sectionals! roar!6.45 start. SIGH. ><All the way till performance date.Tis tiring,but,sigh. I hope it's worth it.LOL ahmad heard the SOPS while he's in the toilet and thought that there were ghosts. XD That's all for today. I LOVE PRETTAYE ROSES! :DDDhave to keep hanging in there,no matter how tough it is. No matter what happens,I'm right here.