not the same.

14th Feb 08 ; V-Day

Thursday, February 14, 20084:59 PM

I just hate the feeling of disapointment.

Today's V-Day.
and it..sucks?
x)

Stupid V-day, maybe Mr Valentine shouldnt have invented this day at all.

I'm feeling SUPER LOW today and was on the verge of tears by the end of the day.
And I started walking away from the other girls,to hide my face, to keep my face straight.

And so today,in the morning,we had a look at all the roses and chocolates we wrapped up nicely yesterday. Ah,a sense of accomplishment. And sectionals today was slightly better than yesterday for me,cos I found my voice today.

Throughout the day,we've been getting chocolates and candy and sweets.
Tooth decay is likely to occur on V-Day.
The girls are so nice anyway,to give out treats like that. That certainly helped us through the day. Today was like,supposed to be relaxed? Cos its V-Day. And instead,teachers gave us very very tough and stressful lessons,worse than usual. We had so much to absorbed.

I was very,very tired. And sick and sad to find that this day,totally was not what I had imagined. I didnt imagine it to be that bad.
Heck.

I gave out muffins today! YAY. x)
It took so much $$, time,and effort to prepare.
Sigh, I hope everyone appreciates it.
But it doesnt seem so,though.
I'll never do such a thing again. It aint worth it. trust me.
haha I only saw almas licking her fingers on my muffins. YAY (:

Hmm,there wasnt really any celebration.
oh man, I didnt recieve any roses! SAD.
Am I that unworthy to be given a rose?
I wanna cry at the thought of that.
I DO get jealous as I watched others holding so many roses on their hands.

Oh man.
And after school, there aint nothing.
People went out to have fun with their other halfs.
Not me; just went to eat with chunni,becca,nicole and qiuying. We were crapping as we ate.
Oh well.

Then, i did a VERY GOOD DEED for dearest nicole.
That is only one thing that I'm glad about. (:
I rock.
and yay nicole gave me a rose to cheer me up! (:

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

yeah,I do get jealous. and I do envy.
But,I can't be asking too much from you aye.
I dont know why, but today just kindaf means so much to me.
Oh heck.

And I'll have to solo EM today again. Thanks to darned bin and gab. I wouldnt wanna spoil their perfect day,do I.

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