"C'mon! Be positive!"
"yeah, I'm positive that I'll do badly."
Sigh. Today is Stare-lah's exam.
It is SO hard. I hope I can score well. Crap. So screwed.
The hopes of getting good results for my stronger subjects are dashed. & I'm gonna do even worse for my lousier subjects. Great.
Plus, I feel sick. Okay, I AM sick. Down with a flu, sore throat..the works. If I'm not careful, I might just develop a fever. Crap why do all these have to happen during MYE. This is SO not lucky.
Floating around like a soap bubble, things seemed so unreal.
I find that I lack courage. To do the things that I cant do. I'm not a strong woman. Argh.
Dying from the frustration.