vivian chan,chan,vivian chan ker ling...
Friday, May 16, 20089:41 PM
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Ah. Next week is the last week of the term. Crap. that means, report cards and meet the parents session.Meaning, I'm super dead.How can I find a way out for myself.I still wanna live man.Today,during choir, the teacher announced that some parents suddenly change their mind about letting their child go to Suzhou for the competition due to the 7.8 degree earthquake that just happened. And I suddenly thought : Oh shite. I dont wanna die. I wanna live a long life. I still have many things to do!And I said that thought aloud, which made everyone near me laugh.Oh, one of the songs that we're supposed to sing is 'Come Again'.We were saying : What if when we sing that song, the earthquake comes again. LOL.What nonsense. But that's the way we are in choir. HAHA :DChoir is always the time to go bonkers.& sing.Gawd. I have to improve on my singing. cos it sucks. I have to improve on alot of things, in fact.I feel like such a failure.I'm still putting on a facade, and it seem to be holding on well. At times when I'm despondent, I'll still smile.Stupid.c'mon vivian, pull through.Oh, one point. 2/3 guys. Please grow up, and try to show some concern for your fellow friends. Know your limits. Sometimes, your friends get hurt. Crap and more crap. I'm like a scotch-taped vase, trying to hold myself together.and WHEE these few days I've been doing sports to have sexy legs! ahaha! Inside joke (;JAZZ is COOL, I emphasize. For fun. Had CDP skit recently. 2/4's really really good."oh britney bitch" XDthis post is SO random.Official opening seems so far, but why are everyone preparing so early? I wonder.Went to eat dinner with nicole today. Super funny cos we ate lotsa. FATS& whatever. But I dont care. (: Shall post again. tmro.gotta patch up and solve problems before trouble startsbefore the guns of hurt blast both our hearts. I need you by my side.
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