why. tell me,why.
Hold me tight before I scream and go mad.

ARGHRG SDVJSIVC SJ VSJ VNDJNSKLZM
Tell me. WHY.
WHY!?
must things turn out this way.
WHY. is heaven SO bloody unfair to me.
Why is all this happening to me.
Everytime I try to stand up, something bad would come and just blow me down.
WHY.
Know how hard it is to plaster a smile on your face and trying to push away all the horrid thoughts so that one is able to do so!?
Know how hard is it to smile, when its pain, disappointment,fear and anguish inside one!?
CRAP. SHITE.
screw everything in this whole world.
Why are stupid retarted people so free to create political unrest.
or fight.
or whatever.
i hope you all die.
THIS. was my one wish. The one thing that would make me smile.
let me look forward to something.
Let me feel that there's something there that can hype me up and have hope.
NOW, everything is ruined.
EVERYTHING in this fucked up life of mine.
feel like dyin.
where's the light now!?
I dont wanna live in fear and all that anymore.
just a hope,
nameless face,
words I'd chosen,
gone to waste.
you got me trapped.
no good at fighting.
wild things get loose
in writing.
please,i beg, let dreams come true.
let me soar again.
dont kick me anymore.