happy birthday.

Today's a SAT, but it dosent FEEL like one. I'm not prepared for Sunday, not prepared for monday, not prepared for everything. Suckish.

Had council activity today,which was tired, worthwhile, but tiring. We cleaned and decorated the entire SAC just for the OC, since its gonna be the holding room for the GoH on the day. We painted, cleaned, scrubbed, shifted, got our hands stained with wood paint, turpuntine, glue and paint..etc etc. I didnt go for choir. AHHH.

Oh well.

1. I'm doing emceeing AND performing for the choir in OC.

2. I'm still tired, and I have trouble memorising the script.

3. I'm having monetary problems.

4. I'm having emotional problems.

5. I hate homework. I have little time.

6. I'm fat and need to lose weight.

OC is now taking us on the heaviest toll ever. we've sung and practiced so many times that we dont have the feeling and heart to do it anymore. However, peseverence is a must. Musnt give up no matter what. Stress Stress Stress. Suzhou competition is coming in three weeks.

We are NOT prepared. I'm worried.

I find that elaine is actually, a very strong woman.

I need court shoes :X

that's all for now,folks.

wishing you were here again. things seem to be so different now. everytime i think of the past, and compare it to now, I'll feel like crying.

happy birthday.

i'm a failure. leave me alone.