movies,scenes,imagination,envy and dreams.
Those are only Dreams.
ambitions, hopes, wants, the bigger of those are just dreams.
Dreams that might never ever come true.
there werent any hope at all, is there.
Had choir tday. Did not know how we were like. Horrible is just an understatement. Comm is trying their best to upgrade our performance. Why are we just so..stuck?
Can't believe we sounded SO fab in C'est La vie. I really really missed the times wen we're preparing for the concert. Its like, I enjoy myself singing those songs. I was happy singing those songs.
Now, its a different story altogether.
I'm not even confident of the Suzhou competition.
Official opening is getting the whole school on tenterhooks everyday, which explains the large amount of rehersals. I hope it comes quick.
I miss the past. In the past, everything was good. Everything in my life was all I could wish for. Now, instead of it being it better like its supposed to be, like I hoped, it just became worse.
I've lost almost everything.
And everything is going downhill.
However, that smile is still on my face and I'm still living.
That's what you call a strong facade.
But right deep inside, I wish for a shoulder to lean on, I wish to cry loud, cry the bloody tears outta me, those that were kept inside and held on everytime.
I'm running out of time, skills, sleep, food, money,fun, brains, strength, love.
Keep holding on, Viv.
Did I mention that I'm dreading to go back to school and I absolutely hate it?
I dont feel recharged at all. I'm feeling even more lethargic than ever.