never felt, so alone.
The ups and downs of life.
to greet all with a smile, when its pain that you feel inside. But block it off your mind. that's called, numbing.
OC trainings have been taking a real toll on everyone, be it UG or Perf Arts. All of us are panicky, stressed up, tired, but know that we have to do it. To do our best. We're even having practices every single day. that can drive us mad enough. Be it under the sweltering sun for hours, blowing insturments, singing, emcee-ing..etc.
Its only the start of the new term and we're given this burst of events, hustle and bustle, and neverending tasks. Its starting to weaken us, but we know that we have to stay strong. The mood in class during lessons is LOW, 'cos apparently everyone except ridhwan is tired, all their energy absorbed. Rid is, well, alien, I guess, with super powers. Ahaha.
Tis only the first few days of school. Here is what happened to me.
1) got my seat changed by nor, which was frustrating. cos i HATE sitting in the front row. I miss my seat.
2) Got to become the emcee for the OC.
3) Presented about the NJ trip. (went on the stage to humiliate myself :X)
4) got myself very tired. My brain size shrank to that of an onion.
5) stayed back in school everyday. duh. haha.
6) Got involved with whole class-go-against-stella-sit-outside-classroom-to-crap incident.
7) Am deprived of cash.
8) shit I cant remember everything that I did suddenly cos its late now and I'm sleepy. Anyway, alot happened to be this few days.
I AM TIRED.
Passione for choir. let the voices soar. Let us be good.
Suzhou, here we come.
Face challenges with a brave front, a brave middle, and a brave back. :/
Junwang, yes, i promised :D didnt bluff you. I'll do it. zzt, I linked you alrdy aye. haha! ZHIHAN school is NOT fun! But glad u enjoyed urself. haha been busy, hence the lagging update. u x-country leh. not even involved in OC. HAHA. Allan, sch, like i said, sux. Xiaomei, u saw me? lol okayy. NICOLE. I STILL DONT LIKE SCHOOL. :X SIGH. haha maybe a LIL.
you'll never know how much effort it takes to resist and to control my emotions.