Im afraid I cant hold on much longer.
I still try.

Until today, I didnt realise that so many people thought that I'm such a bitch. And knowing that hurt.
I almost fell today. I was holding back with all my power. I wanted to just die. I tried, to hold on, to stay strong.
I totally didnt think that they would think of me this way. Today, I know.
To think I thought of them as friends.
What a foolish bitch I am.
Dont give up on choir, people. Pull yourselves together. Remember how we used to be, such a mighty strong choir. Dont give up. I know everyone wants to. ):
We sucked on tues.
Tmro's the real thing. Real OC. I hope everything goes well. Jiayou, everyone.
I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. And the worst thing's that I dont have anyone that I can lean on.
Lies. I'm revolved by them. Even the closest people would think that i'm a bitch. And I had no clue at all. Now I know,
I'm all alone again. Maybe I was, all along.