Hustle and Bustle through everything, with no time left to think.
Trying to be hyper. to the extent.
Right now, I'm just trying to muddle through life and hope that each day brings me something good. Busy times, and I try not to think too much. -got selected to be ndp emcee officially.-am so tired.-am gonna be with the Nanjing people. cos they're coming on Mon. [Crap] I'm dreading every moment. -dunno wassup for teacher's day.-miss choir.Its like, everytime i see the choir sing, i'll feel a nagging feeling in my heart, cos i WANT so much to sing with them. I dont wanna feel detached and insignificant cos im emcee, cos im not performing. D; I'll always love choir, and i'll always be loyal to this big family. =) Everything is becoming so scary, and so surreal. i'm afraid. I just hope that everything will go well for me. :x hope, and pray.Right now, I'm having a super sore throat, dry throat, cough, flu. God. Not again.What's wrong with me!? [ah--choo]Sometimes, I feel like a failure.I look at those around me, even look at sy, so accomplished.I look at myself and feel inferior. I <3>
She piggy-backed me tday! and so did QY. HAHA.
I just wanna sing till the end of time.
And I just dont get why some teachers are so bias.
They just love to pick on certain people, who didnt even do anything wrong at all.
today, looking at her small body wrecked with silent tears, qy and I felt such a strong pain in our hearts. its like, we couldnt do anything to help her at all.
I dont get why some teachers are such losers and bitches.
Cant they just leave us alone.
Lol that's all for tday's rants.
-Drama competition in about 3 weeks.
-NDP next week.
-Crap.
dont let me wake up alone.