not the same.

;I was/is/will be always nothing but a failure.

Monday, September 08, 20088:25 PM

I dont get why my cousin has to backstab me.

That fucking face of his.

I hope he dies quickly. Curse his bloody face.

Readers, dont think that im cruel, you'd act the same, if it were you.

I will beat him in EVERY aspect of life and SHOW it to my parents. that im not lousier than him at all. I will show it to my relatives. those that talk behind my back and insult me. Shove my eoy report slip in their faces. Show them that I am doing better in everything, unlike their 'perfect' bloody son, who has NOTHING in his life. Like, I mean, nothing. nothing. his life, at least for all his pri sch days and sec sch days, was/ are gonna be, so stale, so boring that he'd die.

And prove them wrong.

c'mon. even in ca2 i was better.

its just 2 subjects that he's better in. why the big fuss over his fucking face?

I've got more As.

I will fly back hard, you fucking assholes. watch out. and my DEAR cousin, I hope you SEE THIS.

I will prove it to you.

Laugh now, relish the moment while you can.

I'll be the one laughing in your blistering face later. I'm not daunted by your 'oh! vivian has 2 'Cs'!

Trust me, coming to achievements, my list runs much longer than yours. yours, i believe, might just be a blank piece of paper for all i know.

why do such idiots have to exsist in this world at all? why am i even wasting my time writing about him? oh, cos i was too angry.

its competition.

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Sorry guys, I just had to get that off my chest.

Hmm. Today's the first day of school.

which sucked.

I believe this whole week, at least, is gonna be real rocky and full of bad news.

I dont know.

i hate school.

i hate it when i get that feeling that i'd never ever do anyone proud,

when i feel that im really a failure who cant get anything right.

All i want, is to have someone who means alot to me, to be proud of me.

to not be embarrassed of my exsistence.

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