Tuesday, October 28, 20087:28 PM
never. ever. hsm3 is quite a beautiful show. Lots of fairytales that loads would wish for. Council was alright. Quite excited about the up-coming events.Choir sucked. Sops couldnt reach those high notes.And I felt that i deproved. like crap.WE COULDNT BE IN THIS SHAPE FOR SYF.wtf.I was very pissed with myself. Couldnt reach those high notes today. Was trying to screech.The tonsils were burning in my bloody throat and i wanted to kick myself.i just kept going down. i used to be a 'special talent', or so do the seniors say. what am i now. some crap. Ahh, screw me.Camp EVO is tomorrow. And i havent packed. Not looking forward to it. Dunno.Hmm. Have been thinking a lot today. Perhaps crying a little. I hate the feeling of losing.I can't exaggarate anymore than this.I really hate it. The feeling of loss. But fate just takes it away from you so mercilessly. I have to fight for it to stay. All those that mean so much to me. it's tiring. Bye people. wont be blogging for a short while.