; little miss crazy--me
Friday, October 10, 20089:44 PM
Anyway, exams are officially over, and i'm having ALOT of crazy thoughts.
I've made lists of wild things that I
I've thought of wild thoughts.
I've thought of fear. (exams, streamin, die..get the idea..)
I've ate 2 buckets of ice-cream today at home.
I've sung super loud in the house with my sore throat.
Wow. through the exams and all, ive been having acne breakouts.
save me. AHH.
God. suddenly i dont wanna be tan anymore.
it makes the skin look yuck.
but i enjoy being in the sun.
I want to go out.
Negotiate with my parents for "internal self-government" for myself for this two 1/2 months? 'cos i wanna taste life before it's over in sec 3.
I'm mentally prepared. If I enter the worst class, so be it.
And I can't change it.
But I don't think my parents are mentally prepared.
I dont know how to break it out to them.
I think I'm gonna get hell from them.
Better negotiate for 'internal self-government' first, wait the 'British' only take me as a figurehead and go back on their words, and not give me respect.
AHHH what the hell am I crapping about here.
Anyway, no matter what the results are, i'm just gonna cry for two days, get over it, and have fun in the holidays.
despite knowin that i'll have to catch up on lotsa stuff, and attend super alot of scary CCA sessions, cos..SYF.
Shiver me timbers.
treasure time, 'cos this's the last year,
the last time.
the last moments.
you'll never get it back again.
everything will change.