you have no idea how i feel unless you're in my shoes.

And that feeling sucks.

i'm more than depressed.

i feel like dying.

i didnt ask for that choice.

i didnt make that decision.

but apparently, everyone doesnt know.

all they do,

is point their finger at me and criticise, comment, insult, hate.

i'll never forget the negative vibes and hate i saw amongst my friends.

friends.

maybe they arent anymore from now.

and i hate that. i hate it even more that it isnt up to me to decide.

love.

gone.

pressure and blame on my shoulders. Explainations stopped and unheard.

i'm all alone.

you'll never know how small i feel now.

life sucks the hell outta me. really.

i seriously dont see any hope ahead.

i dont see what im looking forward at without the impt parts of my life in place.

horrible, cruel world.