m'dear said that i was a troubled kid and ruffled my hair.

i looked down on the floor and focused on those squared tiles. perhaps,i thought.

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We sat in the convention hall for goodness how long.
Listened to endless of powerpoint presentations. i bet i've never listened to so many at a go before.
turns out that there are so many people there who turned up for the AYG training that it was 'more than encouraged'. *rolls eyes.
And people from nanyang girls get to do impt stuff while we're ushers in charge of movement.
some sort of bias-ness and discrimination. Lol. I dont know. but i felt so.
and that guy was like 'smart people will be stationed at xxx station'.
Like...w-what? We're deemed dumb? somesort of society.

but anyway that's how the bubble bursts.
so many of us looked forward to it. but in the end..yuck.
urgh.

ah, now the OBS peeps (+me) are worried that we wont even get to participate in this and have to find our own way of CIP. screw the organisation. even the way they told us about this was mean. they were like 'those who cant, get out of this room'. like, who are they to tell us off? like it was our fault. blame the school for spamming activities that most people dont even get a break.

LOL. enough of complaining.
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Love will find its way.
man i feel like a no-lifer. how could one week have passed already?