when

the atmosphere turns tense,
the principal has made her speech about ---,
the tables in class seperate,
the assembly talk is about---,
timetables are issued,
people start getting enthusiastic about asking questions,
the classroom isnt as noisy as before,
people start using the word 'MUG',
people say 'no' to going out,

you know,

that the exams are really, really near.

that thought frightens the shit outta me. D:


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Have been feeling real low lately,
the only happy thing is the usa-thing.
but other than that,

things have been really, really, really, really low for me.

now i've lost---everything?